That's how I've felt for a while now. Like my heart breaks over and over again ...
I'm not looking for advice. Advice feels really annoying at times like this. I'm just going to feel it.
Life goes on. I go through my day pretty much like normal, I can still go out and have fun, but when I check in with myself, I feel sadness, betrayal, some anger, some boredom and apathy, a lot of disappointment ... but the most honest feeling is pure heartbreak.
Like I was evicted from Heaven, and I don't ever get to go back home again.